Complexity of Loving

In the rays of light I am reminded
how the beauty of the world is astounding
where in the single dew drop is a master peice

your voice is the reminder of that joy
how with every syllable my heart can dance
and with every breath in I'm caught in the passion

In the feel of a touch so much is remembered
elation at the feeling of love and acceptance
with all the stirring of lust and desire boiling under the skin

your eyes light up the world reminding me of the sun
how it shines ever constant even when i can't see it
and warms me just by being in existence

In the taste of you i am reminded
of how the world is so deep and complex
where a single food is the meaning of the words

your smell leaves only a reminded of you
how it can intoxicated and haunt for days
and still comfort in the times of darkness

In the total complexity of my thoughts i am reminded
how you complete me with such entirety
and yet still mystify me with every second

Loving you

your hiding in the silence of your voice
as many tears i cry is the breath you wont breath out
hiding from the pain you harbor inside
holding you is all i can think to do
as your world slowly consumes you and I'm pushed out
all our laughter gone leaving tears and silence
as your silence tears me apart you go unseeing
i would cry forever just to save you
how can i bleed to make you feel loved
your hiding in the dark of past shadows
breath out those virus infecting you
breath in the love and life i am offering
please don't break my already weak heart
i will love you till your past consumes you whole
as the many tears i cry go unseen and fall on you
i will wait for the silence to break
for your world to be mine too
your hiding in the silence of your voice
ill hold you till i die to hear that voice in my ear
waiting for the last days i will love you