Fleeing

Your never going to be mine so why cry
Why let the scars even think of forming
You will be my everything without being there
Never knowing how much you meant
I'm not willing to loss all you do give me

We travel this life side by side
Yet our paths are world apart
You will be my everything without giving anything
The small things are so much better than the big

Unshed tears in my eyes as realizations creeping up
Haunting my every thought of how I need you
You are everything I want and need
That is not meant to be
so I flee
Hiding away the pain
The needs
Hurts
Tears
I Just wanted to love again
To be in your arms
To be understood

Ill take what I can get
Kind looks and sweet words
Breaking me slowly
IT'S Better than shattering

I am fleeing from truth
Consumed by the dreams
Forgive me for my want
Don't go away
Never
Forget
Me