Sunday, April 27, 2014

my downfall

i've dreams of your face so long that seeing it provides a comfort
i dream of impossible realities of being your muse
of creating inspiration in your life
of becoming your only fault
desired and loved till the
stars fade away

we set sails and ride into the open sea
or disappear into lands unknown aspiring for greatness
and failure is fleeting as new ideas form
impractical dreams left hiding in my mind
as you wisk away to play
at soldier once again

In our history they could write a thousand tells
of woes and smiles, adventures and mischief
forever is seems we have circled this path
that never full touches
yet we do not give up on the impossible

no regrets we always say and friends we'll always be
our bed no warmer but our hearts stay strong
and our loneliness is ebbed
by the words we share
and the missing peices
we put together

forever it seems my dreams will call you mine
even with the realizations my head has come by
so in those dreams I will be your muse
inspiring adventures and playing a role
while in life I watch and listen and dream
for impossible realities are only
stops by acceptance and forgetting
and you I will never forget


Thursday, April 24, 2014

surrel reality

the cowardice that hides under my skin is tearing me apart
to scared to move forward in a world that's this surreal
where no dream seems to come true without a price
when the days of fairy tales and wonder ruled
smiles stayed sweet and meaningful
deceit was left only for the few villians
the poisoned apples have multipled
and the shinning knights gone extinct
reality is harsh in a grey sheen
leaving it all worthless
unliveable
loveless



Thursday, April 3, 2014

tick toc

waiting again in the silence that lays between us
filing away in my mind the number of time I wanted to talk
exclaiming without words the anger I have at myself
tick tocing away the clock keeps going
yet i am left behind
in a silence
dulling
tick tocin away the clock keeps going
judging my heart and mind
timing the breaking
the stopping
of my soul
between these two parallel life's is a secret message
if only it could be read with in the blinking of our eyes
it might determine why im waiting for the shoe
or the rescue to come
tick tocing away the clock keeps going
the world keeps spinning round and round
yet my eyes are still staring at yesterday
and the what if and could have been left behind
tick toc tick toc Can i forget this never ending clock