tick toc

waiting again in the silence that lays between us
filing away in my mind the number of time I wanted to talk
exclaiming without words the anger I have at myself
tick tocing away the clock keeps going
yet i am left behind
in a silence
dulling
tick tocin away the clock keeps going
judging my heart and mind
timing the breaking
the stopping
of my soul
between these two parallel life's is a secret message
if only it could be read with in the blinking of our eyes
it might determine why im waiting for the shoe
or the rescue to come
tick tocing away the clock keeps going
the world keeps spinning round and round
yet my eyes are still staring at yesterday
and the what if and could have been left behind
tick toc tick toc Can i forget this never ending clock