A whirlwind of thoughts, sounds, emotions
spiraling around the chaos in my mind
can't you see the scars?
These battle marks are deep yet you getting in
past the walls I have learned to have
I haven't wanted or longed for so
many passing phases of the moon and sun
can't you see the fear in my mind?
How my heart can not be let loose to meet you
not yet.
Like a tornado, out of control I am trying
trying to hold on to this anxiety and worry
today you hold me but tomorrow will you be there?
I can't seem to let go of the fear
but your smile and touch drive far off like the
sun burns away the fog.
Can I trust you?
I wish I knew how to breath it all in and
savor the moments of no fear.
Please see I am trying.
I won't give up yet
I am trying to hope
to dream again.
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