~bleeding flower~

a bleeding flower is not broken
just left to run dry of its life
drop by drop the crimson liquid falls
down the snow white petals of naivety
they run together like a candy cane
an impurity so obviously stained
the loss of the sanguine smiles
to smirks of knowing sarcasm
a bleeding flower is not broken
just being brought into reality

~sleepless smiles~

laying awake again
wanting to see you now
its 2am and the world so silent
wish i could hear your breathing
taking the time to smile
imagining sleeping in the empty spot in my bed
realizing how incomplete i am without
its 3am now and the tears are holding back
so many times I've slept alone
why tonight is so much harder
just need to tell you everything
laying awake again
wanting to see you now
to feel complete again
its how you hold me close and smile at me
like we are the only ones left to see
its 4am now and im drifting off to sleep
tear streaked smile across my face
for tomorrow will be another day to smile with you

~New idea of Love~

loving you is the scariest thing imaginable
its like flying off a cliff with no wings
so terrified to fail at another part of life
loving you is the drug that keeps me moving
its the upper for those days i feel like not living
your breaking the fall as I've jumped
its exhilarating to fall and only see you waiting to meet me
so wound up in the layers we've created
loving you is how i make my reality stable
so scared of this overwhelming urge to yell it
to scream to the world your the reason I'm here
living for this drug, I'll fight till forever
every old flame has died out with one look at you
loving you is the scariest thing imaginable
for you are my sun, moon and breath