Cosmic Collision

Fighting the urges and need to be part of you
dreaming that you will look me in the eyes and see
that in the storm surrounding my soul we are connected

Linked in a cosmic collision like Thea and Gaia
doomed to collide and become one whole
eternally destined to ruin each other and leave a greater being behind

Deprived of this ethereal dream I crave to be real
my soul is slipping away as the sand slides from the beach on a wave
forever drowning at the depths of the black abyss, my broken heart

Fleeing

Your never going to be mine so why cry
Why let the scars even think of forming
You will be my everything without being there
Never knowing how much you meant
I'm not willing to loss all you do give me

We travel this life side by side
Yet our paths are world apart
You will be my everything without giving anything
The small things are so much better than the big

Unshed tears in my eyes as realizations creeping up
Haunting my every thought of how I need you
You are everything I want and need
That is not meant to be
so I flee
Hiding away the pain
The needs
Hurts
Tears
I Just wanted to love again
To be in your arms
To be understood

Ill take what I can get
Kind looks and sweet words
Breaking me slowly
IT'S Better than shattering

I am fleeing from truth
Consumed by the dreams
Forgive me for my want
Don't go away
Never
Forget
Me

I Concede

my mental fighting is done, I have just given in
I will take what I have and leave the rest to fate
my plans and stars never align with my heart
the tatters of my dreams I wear as reminders

Like the moth to a flame I will be drawn in
addicted to something that I am unable to describe
the fight to hold on to this feeling has run me ragged
I concede, your way was always the better choice

laying here wishing to be miles away
heart scarring and mind lost in a unlikely dream
wrapped up my need for the crazy, but knowing
that I will always choose safe

my needs and wishes not being meet this has become the norm
my acceptance hurts now, but later I will smile
for those we let go might come back
back to give more next time
or break me for the final time