No regrets

I have no regrets
having you be mine
and breaking again slowly
piece by piece
hurts less than not knowing

Shattering as easier than losing this
piece by piece
slowly crumbling like brick
being eaten by ivy
fading into dust on the ground

I look back and wonder but don't wish
this could have never happened and
regret would have haunted me
regrets are non-existant but longin stays
stuck in my mind and soul
sinking deeper

Every broken piece leave a bigger whole
but one day it will be rebuilt
by you, or someone else
the fractures and wholes patched
but our connection won't break

piece by piece we fall apart
in a cycle that is terrifyingly fun
like a roller coaster or tilt-o-whirl
it has a beginning and an end
its just whole long we choose to stay

jumping has left me with my stomach in my mouth
and no one to catch me
too scared to fight the fall that keeps on happening
but in the end
I have no regrets